Happy Birthday Mrs. Thoughtskoto!

(Nananawagan pa rin po kami na patuloy tayong manalangin sa mga sinalanta ng bagyong Ondoy na hindi lang sa NCR kundi pati na rin sa Northern Luzon. Nakakalungkot po ang mga balita nakikita sa tv at nababasa sa internet. Para sa tulong course through PEBA and KABLOGS, click niyo lang po ito.)

Samantala, kahit nalulungkot po kami sa Thoughtskoto family sa nangyayari sa ating mga kababayan, pansamantala lang po kaming magcelebrate ng birthday ng pinakamamahal ko.

Below is my letter to then my girlfriend, Ms. Thoughtskoto

8:00PM Dammam KSA

14March2006

Dear Ms. Thoughtskoto,

I don’t know what can a text or chat message can do or maybe an email, to form a relationship that will last till eternity. I don’t know really, but I am amazed of the wonders it is making in my life. If you think this letter will all be corny, that’s because I am a chi-ken, a pet for a lovely girl out there. Hehehe

There are several text messages I’d like to echo today in my letter for you. I relay them again because they are so true and so honest, and it comes from the deepest thought of both my heart and mind.

I texted you this, February 19, 2006

Jiken: Sometimes when you found that one special thing that means to you more than anything in this world, you fight for her, you risk it all, you put her in front of everything, your future, your life, all of it. When you found that one special thing that you really care, you're not afraid to risk or to be hurt because you know you’ve done just the right thing, you love and try to express and show that love in anyway you can. Just some of the madrama at corny thoughts I have had just a while ago. Enjoy your day! Am missing you really. So how are you? Is everything fine? Ei, take care there!

How true that is to me! When you I found that someone special more than anything in this world, I am ready to fight for you, to risk it all, I put you in front of everything, my future, my life, all of it. When I found you, it seems that you’re all I cared of, I am not afraid to risk o be hurt because I know loving you is the right thing. I have no doubt; it is so clear and so certain. You may not believe this, I am not afraid to be hurt, because I have given my all, my best shot, and I am trying to do what’s best to give this once in a lifetime chance to be a part of your life. How wonderful it is!

This is what I told you in our chat and text message one time:

Jiken: “Thank you for bringing out the best in me, you have no idea, honestly what good you are doing into my life. And kahit di man tayo, or I mean di man kita maging wife, it feels so awesome to know that you did or you’re doing something best to another you haven’t seen or get to know too well.”

I ponder last night how long we been friends. I was so surprised to know na halos 3 months pa lang pala tayo nagtetext at nageemail! Can you believe that? In my mind and in my heart, I feel like we’ve known each other for a long time! Serious. I never thought I will be this happy, sometimes, it’s crazy, but it is so sweet and joyful as well. I am really in love. That is what I like when love is sustained by the spirit, my love for you, it is not assuming, it is free of anything, it is giving, it is making the other person happy, and it is bringing out the best to people. It is inspiring, it does not seek for return, it is without description, or qualification, who and what you are does not matter anymore, what matters is that you are happy and the person you love is happy too. Sometimes we ask each other what we see in someone. I remember what Hinckley says in his book, Standing for Something. Love is constant. It is like a North Pole star, and he exhorts to let love be the lodestar of our life. He talks about two young couple, married against people asking what they see in each other. Beyond the physical thing, once love that is real and true hits you, you don’t care anymore what people will say, as long as you know this is the right thing to do and you are happy. I am quite down-to-earth, chi-ken usually do like that, dig-to-earth…hehehe you keep on telling me about the real you, I like that. But I have accepted you for who you are a long time ago...

- Journal entry dated 14 March 2006 8:00 PM. Dammam, KSA

This song is for you. You've heard about it. I'd like you to hear it again. I love it. I love you!

Watch the Music Video Here

" AMAZED "

(Im so in love with you) By Lonestar Band

everytime our eyes meet

this feeling inside me

is almost more than i can take

baby when you touch me

i can feel how much you love

and it just blows me away

ive never been this close to anyone or anything

i can hear your thoughts i can see your dreams

i dont know how you do what you do

im so in love with you

it just keeps gettin better

i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side

forever and ever

every lil thing that you do baby im amazed by you

the smell of your skin

the taste of your kiss

the way you whisper in the dark

your hair all around me

baby you surround me

and touch every place in my heart

oh it feels like the first time everytime

i wanna spend the whole nite in your eyes

i dont know how you do what you do

im so in love with you

it just keeps gettin better

i wanna spend the rest of my life

with you by my side

forever and ever

every lil thing that you do baby im amazed by you

every lil thing that you do

im so in love with you it just keeps gettin better

i wanna spend the rest of my life

with you by my side

forever and ever

every lil thing that you do

ohh every lil thing that you baby im amazed by... you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS. THOUGHTSKOTO!

©2009 THOUGHTSKOTO

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